Jet lag.

Miles can’t separate two hearts that care for each other.

Have you ever felt so unselfishly inlove with someone? That you’re willing to take any risk just to make them happy.

After almost three months of separation from my long term boyfriend, I remained single despite the chance of flirting with other men. I know I had the Dutch guy when I broke up with my ex but still, I had to let go because I know it’s not worth it. During those times, I was devastated and I had no one to cling on, until I found God. Each passing day, my life revolved around Him. He was the only one who inspired me and loved me when I had no one, up until this day. I was very patient with His plans and I trust His perfect timing for every thing. I prayed that one day, He will give me the right guy, granted with three specific signs I asked from Him.

Nevertheless, I’m happy alone and more focused with my daughter, family, career and friends. Until I met this guy at work, my life started to become more colorful again. The first time I saw him, I thought this foreign guy is really cute. He was very polite when I was introduced to him. On a daily basis, we never really talked. Whenever I see him, I can’t even say hi because I was too shy. I realized, I don’t have any chance to talk to this guy. But God made His way.

It was during typhoon Glenda when things started to change. Despite the strong wind and rain, I still went to work to finish some pending tasks. Initially, I thought no one would be in the office except for me and my boss. But to my surprise, this Indian guy approached us to say hi. At that moment, I knew in myself that I already had a huge crush on him. So I was trying to be casual while talking to them. And that’s how it all started.

Just like how normal love stories start, he initially added me in the office communicator, asked for my number (even if he already had my number beforehand), invited me for a dinner, went out for a movie, etc. Moreover, he was very consistent in having this constant communication with me. Despite the language barrier, we still managed to talk long hours about random stuff. Something I never experienced before.

As we get to know each other more, I’m also starting to fall for him. Yet, I made it very clear, that I don’t want to enter any relationship as of now. It’s not that I don’t want to be serious, it’s just that, I know in myself that I’m not yet ready. It will take time. So he understood what I meant, and he agree with it. Besides, he was just four months single from his ex girlfriend. Due to this, he’s also taking his time. The feeling for each other should be there. However, we still need more time. We want to be completely ready, before we take it to the next level.

Today, he’s leaving for India and will have his three weeks vacation. For a moment, I thought I’m going be fine. Unfortunately, I’m not. Hence, I dropped him off at the airport. It has been a while since I felt really sad, especially when he went down from my car. All of a sudden, tears came down from my eyes. I knew three weeks is going to be long but, I’m willing to wait for him.

Now, I know I’m ready. I won’t give up. I guess being single for a while, made me realize things. So even if I lose this guy along the way, I’ll still be fine. God is always with me. The Indian guy should just be an additional benefit to my happiness. That’s how it should be.

Finally, I can tell the whole world that I’m willing to take the risk. This long distance thing for three weeks won’t matter, as long as we have this special feeling for each other. Yeah, I think I’m in love again. ❤️

*Please forgive me for having a lot of grammatical errors. For a moment, my mind is not working properly.

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