Whatever makes me pumpin’, it keeps me goin’.

Two people I love the most will celebrate their birthday this weekend. Probably, a valid reason why I need to spend all my money, so I can buy gifts for both of them. Call me an excessive spender, but this is how generosity suck my savings out. I have a huge tendency to overspend on things, especially during special occasions. Now, I’m totally broke. A weakling, so to speak.

However, if this is how it takes to be a good girlfriend and a mother, nothing can stop me from going. Moreover, money isn’t enough, love is more than what is enough.


To you.

So you were also reading my blog? That’s nice!

Feel free to read it whenever you want to. Enjoy! 🙂


A mother.

A mother is a daughter’s best friend.

Have you ever seen the movie Freaky Friday? Two main actors in this movie are Linday Lohan and Jamie Lee Curtis. It is a story about love and hate relationship between a mother and daughter, which eventually became good companions.

I never thought stories like this, happens in real life. Except for the body switching that did not happen.

My mom and I were never close since birth. Maybe due to painful experiences, which I survived from my mother’s hands. Up until this day, our relationship is never the same. Somehow, I long for my mother’s patience and understanding. Every day of my waking life, is nothing more skeptical than usual.

I miss having a mom who does not judge nor reacts negatively. My only hope is that my mother will change for the better. For a lady like me, deserves only the best.


I need a cure.

Take care of your body. It’s the only place you have to live.

Never thought I’ll have this kind of illness. When I was a kid, I used to have a lot of Urinary Tract Infection. Oftentimes, it’s curable by antibiotics. But now that I’m older, UTI is harder to cure. Worse is, it developed into something more serious. Cystitis is the infection of bladder, which I have as of the moment. Maybe due to my lifestyle or probably because of my age, that’s why I became sick. Whatever the cause maybe, it still needs to be cure.

Nevertheless, families should always be there during hard times. In my case, it’s exactly the opposite. My mom nags me because of my health condition. She blames me for being ill. Even though she has a tendency to criticize others of what they had become, my mom still has a good heart. However, I did not expect her reaction on my health problem, to be so cruel.

As of now, all I want is to feel better, not only physically, but also emotionally.